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by Diatbda on 19 August 2008 - 00:08

So I waited...I lay in the damp morning grass, I heard someone coming...was it you...was it you...I tried to wag my tail..but nothing seemed to work and it hurt so badly, but I kept trying, I wanted to make you smile, to say I love you, to nuzzle your hand, just one more time, to make you happy. I only had a few more days left, that is what you said.

But, it wasnt you. It was a face that I had seen from time to time..it was the human that lived next door..I hope she wasnt mad that I was waiting for you in her yard...I hope she didnt mind...I only had a few more days left..that is what you said.

But that human was upset...in fact..I thought she might be crazy...she got right down on the ground and laid next to me..how strange..her face was leaking..and I was so thirsty...she kept babbling about what a great dog I was...I kept thinking, she is nice, but I wish you were here. I think it was getting dark out...would you be home soon? I only had a few days left..that is what you said...I wish you would have stayed.

We laid in the grass and then another human came...another human I had seen sometimes too, funny, both of their faces were leaking...and they were both lying in the grass with me, but I wish you were here, so I could wag my tail, nuzzle your hand and tell you I love you...just one more time...but I was getting so cold and I was so thirsty..would you be home soon?

Then others came...and a human I didnt know...he said the car had broken my back...no wonder my legs wouldnt work..but I kept trying to pull myself....was that voice yours.. was that you?..everyone was talking and I tried to listen for you...but it was so dark now and I was so thirsty.

The person I didnt know pinched me and I felt that...and suddenly I felt so sleepy...so very sleepy...I wish they could understand me, I wish I could speak human, to tell them..wait, wait...I have to say goodbye..I need to wag my tail, I need to make my owner happy, I only have a few more days left...that is what you said...oh why did you have to leave...I wish you could have stayed, I only had a few more days left...that is what you said.

But I couldnt hear you and I didnt see you.... I just rested my head next to those two somewhat familiar faces, they were still leaking, but I didnt seem to be thirsty anymore and I wasnt hungry and it finally didnt hurt so much...and I was so very sleepy...maybe they will tell you I said goodbye...maybe they will tell you I tried to be a good dog,

I wish I could have seen you, just one last time, to nuzzle your hand and wag my tail, to make you happy, just one last time. But I only had a few days left...that is what you said.

We should all learn from the dog.....learn of his loyalty against all odds, learn of his total dedication to us...learn of his uncompromising friendship....learn of his patience in waiting for us to return....learn of his happiness just to see us....learn of his understanding and devotion when we just walk on by with ne'er a nod of recognition.


Trailrider

by Trailrider on 19 August 2008 - 01:08

Brought a tear to my eye... I think I will go hug my dogs again today...


by MNGSDLUVR on 19 August 2008 - 02:08

Oh gosh, now you have me crying again. I just had to put my 10 1/2 year old girl to sleep on Friday. She had a stroke about a month ago, she lost most of her sight and she couldn't walk very well, she would get stuck going in circles and when she would try to go faster than a walk, she would run/trot at a 45 degree angle. Finally last week she kept falling over and was having a hard time getting up, I decided it was time to take her in.

My husband lifted her into the jeep and we were driving to the vet and of course I was balling like a baby, well next thing I know, there is a cold nose against my cheek, she rested her head on my shoulder. Here the dog could hardly walk, had a hard time getting up, but she made her way from the back of the jeep up to the front seat, I believe she was trying to comfort me. Even as bad off as she was she wanted to comfort me because she knew I was upset and crying. Of course now that I'm writing this, I'm balling like a baby again.

Robin


yellowrose of Texas

by yellowrose of Texas on 19 August 2008 - 04:08

I , too am crying my tears of missing my 12 year old Pawnee's Indian Outlaw,   "Timbo".  Friday evening, I waited until last patient in the vets office and Doc went out to my truck. Timbo's time had run out. He could still bark at me to tell me, I can't see you, but I know your near.

Timbo is still near, but he's on the hill overlooking my house, waiting for me.  I just keep on having to " leak that water".

A great piece, Diatbda, and I  , too , feel your pain.


NWilz

by NWilz on 19 August 2008 - 07:08

Diatbda, I am glad you were there for the poor soul and glad he spend his final moments with someone as thoughtful as yourself who obviously cared for him....I am sorry for your pain.   MNGSDLUVR and Yellowrose, my heart goes out to you guys.  I can't imagine the pain and sadness you guys went through and are still going through.  When my two year old male died unexpectedly, we all took it very hard and still cry about him on occassion.  I can't imagine what it will be like when something happens to my beloved Heidi, she makes every step I make and has since the day we met, and is my best friend.  I'm off to hug my dogs and tell them how much I love them and how fortunate I am to have them in my life.  Diatbda, your words strongly touch my heart and bring tears to my eyes, spoken beautifully.   






 


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