My heart is so broken RIP my Banjo Man - Page 1

My heart is so broken I had to let Banjo go.My vet found in Banjo's surgery that he did in fact have pancreas cancer.My vet tried to see if he could debrided it but he couldn't. He told me that it wasn't fair to wake Banjo up that he would be in so much pain to just die in a few days or week. I wish I could have held him and tell him how much I loved him and tell him how hard I tried to save him....The last he saw of me today was when I took him potty and he went over to the tree and picked a pear and carried it inside the vet office to show it to everyone and then he wanted to lay down and eat it. I had to take it away from him . I put him in the cage gave him his ball kiss him on his head and said to him you got your bally good boy.Then I left out the front door so he wouldn't see me leave him.I didn't think I was going to say goodbye to him today.The vets couldn't believe how tough Banjo was for having this kind of cancer.
RIP my Banjo Man I loved you so much.

I'm so sorry for your pain, your  Banjo knows how much you loved him. I play Kali's last over in my head, wishing I could have done some things differently, please know, Banjo knew he was loved. God bless you, & give you peace. jackie harris

RIP beautiful Banjo boy.

Banjo,

Aw, so sorry. We always wonder if we did it the right way. I tortured myself for years because I forgot to feed my beloved  first GSD, Dylan, the remainder of his damned chicken potpie his last day on earth. He loved it so much.  I still can't eat that stuff and it's been 12 years.

Run free, good boy...............

I'm so sorry. There is no doubt in my mind that Banjo knew you loved him very much. By letting him go you gave him your last gift of love. My heart goes out to you. 

Godspeed beloved Banjo... 

so very sorry for your loss. RIP beautiful Banjo Man

I feel your pain and emptiness...Comcentrate on the positive times and remember him for the good times...Know that you did the right thing...no matter how hard it was...It was the right thing to do for him...Rest In Peace...Someday you will be reunited...

~Bob~