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Dawn,
thank you, it is always amazing to me who & what makes a difference in someonce life. As a Paramedic I natural come into other peopels life, whether they like it or not. Do I like it, nobody ever asked me this. But here I am, someone in need, supposed to be the helper.....me & my colleges will do what we are supposed to do, despite the fact that we get cursed, spit on, named words that you dont even want to think of......but still we do it. Why ? Because many of my colleges have experienced the helpnesless one encounters, when there is only help from the outside possible. Did you ever enter a home with a drunken father, where you hear an infant crying in the back, the father does not garnt you the netrance to his flat.......you can not cope and react if you have not been there. I am far away of seeking a slap on my back, I just feel a great sadness, if there is only one child, I was able to take out of his missary, I won. Can I live with it, hardly, but I will do my best.
Ulli 

Uli, it sounds like you and Gypsy made quite a pair and taught each other along the way.  Thanks for sharing.  The world needs more people like you.
Deb

Deb,
you are darn right, Gypsy & I were quite a pair. As I mentioned, at my club they just saw her agression and wanted her to be put down. After the 6 month, everybody wanted to buy her ! They could have offered a Million to me, there would have been no way for me to let her go. I have had the duty to acompany many dogs on their last way, but to take my girl in was by far the hardest thing I ever did. She knew what was coming, but still licked my hand to comfort me. My son kicked me and cried when I had to tell him, something that never happened again. It is a long time ago, but I think my son has not forgiven me yet. He knows it was the only right thing to do, but still......
Ulli