Weird dreams... - Page 7

Bee,

Last night I dreamed that I won the lottery, I then bought this site and proceeded to make numerous changes.

What could this mean? I'm confused. Help.

Ninja, 

YOU DON"T WANT TO KNOW. Trust me on this one.

message delivered.

Beetree,

If you are talking about me, you better think twice because I am not the only admin who feels the way I do. I am just lucky and get to be the public voice of MANY. There has been/are numerous admins who feel this way, but spin it however it makes you feel best.

I am not spinning anything.  How can I respond to that, what you wrote below, without the threat of being banned?

You like every one else has a choice to read and understand everything or nothing about what I post. Just because you don't like me, or is it my style or what?... you are doing to me what you accuse me of doing, which I am not! Group? Gangs? Come on, how could you come to that conclusion!

You are the tracker of it all... I'm not the one chasing people with PM's and you know it. 

Please, if you are going to use this as an opportunity to bash me, finish it up and please delete our conversation. It is not a geniune one in my view. 

Best we ignore the crap out of each other is how it comes across to me.

"First off, I was responding to Ruger1."   Right but you are talking ABOUT ME.

"Tell me where is it I can speak without being accused? And censored?"   You are only deleted when you have been asked to stay on topic and you won't or when you join the gang tackling of members who have fallen out of the graces.

"But listened to by you? "   I have long ago tuned out most of your double meanings, your word games and your hidden messages in music videos.



You totally edited and deleted your posts as evidence by my posts not matching your posts but you blamed me in the police thread of doing what you just did. You go ahead edit your posts and so forth, reminds me of an ex-member who deleted posts and edited them to suit her agenda.

Mods are not perfect for sure,,,
but they have a thankless task and they are OUR mods ..:)  Things are not always what they appear to be from the surface...

I had a dream that the outter layer of skin fell off all my friends ,,,The under layer was a softer more tender layer that I had to treat very delicately ...This was hard for me because I am not delicate with my words and I hate having to babysit people with soft personalities...I was frustrated ...I had to decide what to do with all that new skin,,,My dream ended with all the old skin at my feet and the reality that my closest friends were actually high maintance and not what they appeared to be on the outside...The last seconds of my dream I was standing alone and felt that a load had been lifted from my back...I was happy to be alone..I was awakened by the happy face licking of Prince...What a relief...:)

 

Mods are not perfect for sure,,, but they have a thankless task and they are OUR mods ..:)  Things are not always what they appear to be from the surface...

I used to sing that tune the loudest. 

Ruger1, the rest sounds like a parable not a dream. Are you saying good-bye to me?

No!!No!!...I would never say goodbye to you Bee...This really did happen..lol..

In the last 3 months I have had four friendships disolve. Three after years of friendship and one was a shorter term friendship. All of them ended due to a misunderstanding of my words and intentions...I have only one close friend left..This is crazy!!..What the heck is going on Bee//????...