2 Years Gone.... - Page 3

They say that you're not given what you can't handle...therefore with all the dogs I've had and have lost...I must not only need so much help around me but I do have so many "dog angels" around protecting and watching after me...
For me...It's always so hard to lose one...but I only think of the good times and how much joy they've given me...Therefore my memories are always happy ones and they still bring happiness to me...
I never wish anyone's Friend...Companion...to pass on...but it's part of life and one day We WILL join them...I do believe that one day I will see all of them again...

~Bob~
 

Hi Jackie
I am still cracked too. You are so right, time doesn't heal, well at least it isn't working for me either yet.

I remember so well your loss of Kali, and Char's loss of Shelby. True love doesn't ever die, it shapes your soul for eternity. . I will still love and miss my two wonderful angels until my last breath...and I know you feel the same. God Bless Kali, keep watching over your lovely Mom.

XXX

Oh Abby I am so glad to hear from you! We cracked ones need each other, I was worried about you! Yes, it feels like yesterday, I miss her terribly. You, Char, & so many others share this pain with me....but as with you, I will love her forever. She is my heart dog, always. jackie harris

Bless you Jackie and you have wonderful memories that heal our sorrows..
For each gsd I raised and watched part each one left me with a different blessing and a different memory.
It is wonderful to think back and think of what we did together and How I smilled and how I fretted over each and every one of them...THey helped me thru the years of my late spouses death and they filled me with Joy and happiness inbetween the stress and anguise I and all breeders and trainers experience..I love their pics and I feel their presence all the time..You will too...Hi BOB

Yellowrose of Texas

Thank you Yellowrose. As she grew more ill, she slept next to my bed (before her illness she was on patrol at night, sleeping in her crate & coming out-the door was always open-to check the house & us every so often) sometimes I reach my hand down & I think I feel her sweet head... I know she's here....jackie harris

Thank you Jackie!  I don't come here so much now, I will pop in and read the threads occasionally, but I feel different. Somehow I can't yet do some of the things I did 'before' in quite the same way, or find the enthusiasm. The pdb is something I 'did' when I still had them.  My outlook is almost defined by 'when they were still with me' and 'after I lost them'.  I know in time it will change but it is nearly 10 months and 7 months...and like you I feel like it was just yesterday......  There are special dogs and there are SPECIAL dogs.

Thanks Ruger.... jh

Yes Abby, I feel that way as well. I just can't muster the enthusiasm for the things we used to do. I try to train  when I feel ok, but mostly my dogs are being couch potatoes. They do their best to comfort me. With all the complications Ive been having they mostly worry about me, Ansgar & Beckett examine me whenever I've had a procedure, but Kali was our Alpha girl, & they too seem half hearted in their efforts. We're all trying to cope, but it's not been easy.   I'm glad you're okay, I understand why you're not coming to the site as often. Miss you, jackie harris